LUISA.

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she  feels  this  all  too  well ,    it  causing  her  heart  to  ache,    pulse  slowly  starting  to  pick  up  speed.    that  slither  of  hope  she’d  gotten  when  she  thought  her  mother  was  still  alive .the  thoughts  and  the  happiness  that  circulated  through  her  upon  the  idea  of  getting  to  have  that  relationship,    of  being  able  to  have  some  sort’ve  family  once  again.    only  for  it  all  to  shatter  before  her  very  eyes.

    do  you   .  .  .   do  you  want  to  talk  about  it,    petra  ?    because  i  know  you  and  i  aren’t  that  close.    but  if  you  need  somebody  to  talk  too  or  listen  to  you,    well   —   i’m  here.              an  airy  chuckle  slips  through  her  lips  as  she  tries  to  diminish  her  own  feelings,    shove  them  deep  down  inside .    despite  the  tight  knit  of  her  brows,    and  the  sadness  that’s  layered  thick  within  her  eyes.

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a dash of smile touches her lips as she catches luisa’s gaze, only briefly, before it dissipates once again. it’s not often that she finds herself at a lull — her days are usually busy, filled with meeting after meeting and piles of work in between. she likes that. having something to do all the time means she rarely has time to sit with her thoughts, and by the end of the day tired she’s tired enough to let sleep take over as soon as she falls into bed. but today is different. today, she can’t seem to escape her mind no matter where she tries to focus her attention to.

    today would’ve been his seventh birthday.        she finally says, soft sigh escaping her.  blue eyes are distant as she allows thoughts of her son fill her head. thoughts of what could have been — because that’s all she’s ever going to have when it comes to him.      i still miss him sometimes. is that… crazy ?  how can you miss someone you never even knew ?     

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PETRA SOLANO
from the cw's
jane the virgin

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