she’d rather be outside, down at the beach, enjoying the party that she’d personally organized down to the last detail. she imagines it’s as festive as it can be, guests gathered together to celebrate the new year. or perhaps to celebrate the end of one.

she’d rather be outside, down at the beach and counting down to the strike of twelve — kissing the woman she ( still won’t admit she ) loves.

instead she’s here, tucked inside one of the hotel rooms ( again ) — her own choice. barely dressed and shallow breaths and skin on FIRE — aching, always  a c h i n g — while the crowd ten stories below them roars in excitement as midnight begins to approach. it’s better than not being with her at all, so petra takes a deep breath, legs unabashedly spread out as she impatiently guides stella’s hand down south, presses fingers onto wet folds — ( looks straight into the blonde’s eyes when she asks, fuck me ).

her eyes fall shut as she feels her body tremble, arched back and curled toes and the sound of utter bliss filling the room. and the glass doors are closed, but it’s loud enough outside that she can hear the faint sound of ( …six, five, ) and she reaches for stella — ( four, three, ) pulls her close and thinks, if this is as good as it gets then she might as well make the best of it — ( two, one. ) lips urgently crash onto the other woman’s — teeth and tongue and purposefully without the gentleness she so desires as she tastes herself on the beautiful blonde, welcomes the new year with the same bad habits, the same old mistakes.

new year’s kiss !

  1. archiveasperad-blog said: of course this is what they’re doing at MIDNIGHT
  2. archiveasperad-blog said: i’m soBBING
  3. petrasplaining posted this

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highly selective
PETRA SOLANO
from the cw's
jane the virgin

perfection is your friend

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